there's a first for everything

well here goes nothing. i'm not very good at expressing how i really feel in the heat of the moment. i usually leave thinking "oh, i should've said that" or "oh, i should've done this" and so on and so forth. that's why i'm doing this, to let out everything, and not to worry about holding anything back. to just be me. you can take it or leave it, your opinion doesn't matter in the long run. enjoy :)